Prologue

Ice

You can take an animal out of the cage, but does that make it free? Not to this animal.

You can give a man the chance to take his revenge, but will that make a difference? Not for this man.

By the time Devil’s Nightmare MC freed me from the fighting cage, revenge was the only thing I still dreamed of, the only thing I still wanted. Revenge on Satan’s Spawn MC for killing my family and destroying my club.

While their president, Lizard, made me fight in the cage like some dog he reared just for that purpose, the only thing I had the entire time I was the Spawns’ prisoner, was my hate, my burning wish to get my revenge. I was alive, but I stopped living long before I got my freedom back. Hate was the only thing that kept me going.

For six years I fell asleep with the fantasy of killing Lizard slowly the last thing on my mind. And the first when I woke up. That’s all I thought about during the day too. I lost count of how many men’s faces I turned into a bloody broken mess in the cage imagining it was his.

Now I finally got my revenge exactly how I dreamed about getting it.

And now I have nothing. No dreams, no fantasies and no reason for existing anymore.

There’s no road that can take me back to the man I was.


Chapter 1

Ice

About fifty miles from my hometown, even the air whooshing past my face started smelling familiar. Trees and grass and earth and a clean wind blowing in from the mountains, it’s not just any particular smell, but all of them combined, and they’re all exactly the same as what I smelled every time I returned home from a ride. Rain started coming down hard when I was twenty miles out, but it didn’t wash the smells away. It’s been seven years since I’ve been here. Seven years since I rode down Lizard and the other Spawns that killed my father and burned down his house. Apart from the familiar smell, this is nothing like a coming home should be.

It started raining that night too, soon after I saved my sister Roxie from Lizard, giving up my freedom in exchange for hers. No. Sacrificing my freedom for my life and hers. Only one of us got to live that life, and it wasn’t me. I held onto the hope of one day getting my life back for a year, maybe two, of my captivity. But I lost it well and good after that. Even now that I’m free, I don’t have hope that I’ll ever have an actual life again.

I doubt this homecoming will change any of that. Just as killing Lizard and the rest of the scum that kept me locked up and made me fight in a cage like some dog, didn’t change it. If anything was gonna change it, that was it. But it didn’t. It just made me more of an animal. A soulless animal.

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